Girls that talk to trees may be slightly insane

     It's nights like these I just need to listen to music until I stop thinking. But oh man, I love boarding at this time of night. It feels like I'm the only person left on the planet, and all my insecurities and anxieties slip away and I can just be.
     Why do people care so much what people think? I talked to Scarlett tonight. Out loud. I looked like a crazy woman. And I felt crazy, too. But maybe I've always been crazy I've just kept it quiet and in my head haha. It was hard to talk to her out loud because I'm so accustomed to caring about what other people think (although I know no one was listening- its 1am). But you know, afterwards, I had never felt more like myself. Not since I was little, anyway, and truly did not care what people thought and hugged trees and talked to myself and did not care in the least. I want to do that more. I want to live completely free of insecurities. I want to stop caring what people think of me and just be. And I will, my journey starts now. Imagine how completely free it will feel. Crap, I hear police sirens. Probably someone in one of the houses reported a crazy teenage girl talking to a tree at one in the morning.(; I say this jokingly, but I'm just gonna go... Hahaha. Peace.